Porn-HELL no! 

I wrote a brief post recently about chatting to a ex pornstar and how his past never bothered me and that hasn’t changed, the fact is he has also turned into one of the most needy insecure people I have ever not met. I’m not turned off by his career but boy his personality is shit! 

Firstly he couldn’t let it go that I speak to more than one person at a time on here. It’s what I’ve always done. I’ve said this before but it’s natural selection at its finest. I cast my net wide and weed out all the potentials from the never going to happens. 

I was texting porno for a few days, didn’t feel any spark, didn’t sext him and I admit I probably did it out of boredom (sorry I get that’s mean) one night he had a ‘family emergency’ and didn’t text me, I think this gave me the excuse I wanted to cut him out and text Lips full time as we were getting on better and having more fun. Anyway me being too nice (or too stupid) didn’t cut him out completely because I felt sorry for him….my bad! cue loads of ranty essay, really badly misspelled (kinda embarrassing!) texts later trying to make me feel bad for finding someone better. I’m not going to apologise for chatting to more than one person, it’s never going to happen. Not my fault porny couldn’t see past that. 

It’s ended with him blocking me which I find funny as I had no interest in texting him back, only kinda annoyed I didn’t get there first. He also called me slag yet says he has feelings for me… wow! and him thinking my mentioning my ex boyfriends name will hurt me! What a fucking nightmare. Trust me to attract the worlds most pathetic pornstar! 

Lesson learned: stop rooting for the underdog and if I’m not feeling it cull them quicker! 

****EDIT***** Matt the pornstar won’t go away and is now leaving comments on here. I would find this hilarious if it wasn’t so sad. Go back to getting paid as that’s the only way you’re going to get laid dear! 

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One thought on “Porn-HELL no! 

  1. Lesson learned: stop rooting for the underdog and if I’m not feeling it cull them quicker!

    Definitely one of the hardest lessons good women with big hearts take some time to learn… been there.

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